almost.....FINISHING LINE

i come to the stage of my life where i keep asking myself..

what am i doing?

do everything worth it?

what exactly i want?

i'm sad and depressed but i know someone out there is having 100000 times tough time

do people even understand how i cope with all of this...

i might appear jolly..jelly..i don't know but

i am trying so hard to do well and calm myself 

my brain might burst in few days..and its not because of bullet but my own doing 

#random rambling

*to ilani..in few years akan baca post ni..then confirm guling2 atas katil geli..okay bye XDD bayangkan je dah kelakar..

the song

my song

<3

understand

i found myself become more understanding

in what sense?

things that i do not manage to understand these past few years

suddenly 

i have different light towards them 

and 

i just

understand

but 

then comes the regret which i can do better if i'm being understanding

hihi

this is the power of age i guess XDD

subjects

alhamdullilah 

till this date...we managed to get around 80 subjects

around 40 more to comes

TT_TT

i'm happy and stress out with my thesis

but its okay 

as long as i'm happy doing it

ILANI FIGHTING!!!

i wish 😊

pictures never explain everything...no one  knows what my real wishes behind this picture XD unless you guys love me so dearly mihmihmih

light

i wish for the light..and they come even quite late #fyp

bad day

how bad is it?

my tears always there 

TT_TT