Sunday 13 January 2013

i miss them~

i have been thinking
when the last time my heartbeat so fast out of excitement of joy or danger?
i can't remember
does this mean i did not live my life properly?
or 
simply i am living a very calm life
i miss my incredible fast heartbeat
maybe i should just ride a roller coaster
do you remember yours?

Saturday 12 January 2013

his love turn into a past tense for me

i used to have a crush
but 
it turns out that my crush is more than just a mere crush
i am in love
we were in love
but
poor me
his love already turns into 
he was in love 
but me still
is in love~

Friday 11 January 2013

her dream

there is a girl that dreamed big
people around her support and cheers for her
but sadly
when it comes to her own family
they do not approve her dream
in the end
she end up brokenhearted.
TT__TT




how should i react on this??LOL

perbualan aku dgn nik hari tu
 nik: ramainye org cantik..geram dgn diorg
 ilani: tapi nik..ada org cantik..tp kita boring je nak tengok dia lama2 and ada org tak cantik or biasa2 tapi seronok nak tengok diorg
 nik: mcm kau kan lani...tak cantik tapi seronok nak tengok pastu aku cantik tapi tak seronok nak tengok
 ilani: =..= apa aku patut rasa dgn komen kau nik??
we both LOL -ING
 kekekeke

Saturday 5 January 2013

my friends are having hard time
the best thing i can do is comfort her
easy said than done 
she keep everything inside
even the sight of her laughing make me wonder.
my bad side
lack of the ability to say comforting words
adila said i need to learn and change
=..=

she decide to keep everything so shaddy
we wait patiently for you to share
idk but it hurts
the feeling of "i can't do anything for you"
 

BODY ISSUES

what kind of girl are you?
mehhhh i have no idea~
tell me one thing that you good at?
hurmm..hurm this is hard~
which one of your body part is your favorite?
i have no idea~
but will you tell me what part of your body that you hate the most?
my answer..or maybe yours...
can i list them in a piece a paper for you to read?
^^
being a girl it always flaws that we see in a person but to be honest we can list out our own flaws the best.
this can be a downside for being a girl or it also can be a good point that you can get from a girl.
my leg is too fat
my hand already becoming flabby 
why my right's eyes is bigger that the other one?
eeeeeyyyy my fingers are fat *how can fingers be fat?LOL 
i got an acne...
i want that straight silky long hair...
do you think my nose is too big?
i wish my abs look just like SNSD's abs~ *my dreams obviously 
things that girls around me including me rant about...never ending~
i wish we can see the light at the end of the tunnel
be lovable...understanding...make the girls know that you love her even her flaws...
either between girls and girls 
or
boys and girls.